Alternate Self-Portrait
Dean Rader
One day
I will drift
into darkness
and know it
perhaps
the way a son
recognizes a mother
after he has returned
from many years
of travel
understanding
the new distance
is neither
beginning nor
end
only stillness
About this poem
“There are a lot of self-portraits or faux self-portraits in my forthcoming book, ‘Self-Portrait as Wikipedia Entry,’ as the title might suggest. In this poem, I had been thinking about unusual self-portraits, in particular portraits at the moment of death (rare) as opposed to those at the moment of birth (legion). And I began wondering if death were not something new but later something intimately known; the comfortable welcoming place we were before we were born.” – Dean Rader
About Dean Rader
Dean Rader is the author of “Self-Portrait as Wikipedia Entry” (Copper Canyon Press, 2016) and “Landscape Portrait Figure Form” (Omnidawn Chapbook Series, 2014). He teaches at the University of San Francisco and lives in San Francisco.
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(c) 2015 Dean Rader. Originally published by the Academy of American Poets, www.poets.org. Distributed by King Features Syndicate.
